how i started

this is so much funny to think of my old self when drawing a head was a freaking nightmare. When i started drawing for the first time years ago, i started in a super tiny book with sheets ressembling to those ruffled chips it was a nightmare to draw a straight line. My first arts were so awful that i would tell myself to just stop because it was too ugly.  I started drawing by making plague doctors, i really love plague doctors, then i tried Sergals. Which with time quickly became the thing i drew the most. i used to draw lots of art of Rain Silve as well, but with time i started hating her as i felt she was over rated.   Anyway  i was also drawing creatures, armor design and humans with mask.... if people make the request, i can scan one of my first art so that you can see why i waited 1 years before starting deviantart. 


When i started deviantart i had 0 hope really, my english was very broken and i was expecting being told i sucked and leave this website. It took a while before people noticed my stuff but when it did, it gave a spark of hope.   But really what really made me start being an artist is when i was searching Sergal arts and i have found a Sergal art saying challenge accepted which was in a time where i loved meme, now i cant stand them.  I found the face not fitting with the text so i offered to help her, she accepted openly with trust in me.  And when i saw she reallly like the result i was 100% i was ment to draw arts... well i dont really have other hobby, and almost everyone in my family can draw, but i felt a passion instead of somethign to burn time.

Before i was good with my photoshop i would draw on a piece of paper, and once done i would scan it then put colors in it. Now i make everything with photoshop and my tablet.  But really when i started, i was drawing on a table drinking pepsi at 8 am and i would finish a simple art in 10 hours.


So please, anyone who just start drawing, dont give up hope, keep pushing, and you will see that it was stupid to doubt in yourself. Also if people wants to see my first art just to show you how terrible i was before, just ask